It seems to me that when God moves it’s not just in one way or in one persons life. It seems that when he blesses someone and/or answers prayers it’s not just that one person He blesses.. it comes in multiples. Or at least that’s the way it’s seemed for me this past week!
Last Monday was an amazingly blessed day in Ware Place! My brother Hank and I both received wonderful news about things that have many have been praying about for quite some time. For Hank, an answered prayer in the form of youth minister position in Lexington! I’m so happy for him! And even though I know it will be rough on him and Kristie being apart, I know that if I can get through these past 4 months of Joseph being in Iraq… Hank and Kristie can do this too! I knew that Hank would be getting a phone call that evening from the church so I thought it better to wait to share my news with the entire family so that Hank could fully enjoy the news about his job!!
As for me, I did tell Hank about what I had learned earlier that day, let’s face it.. I am not a person to keep good news to myself! I had to tell someone and it felt right to have Hank be the first to know! Somethings are best shared with siblings first!
So, what’s going on and how is it a blessing!? Well, let me back up for a minute first and say this’ definitely a God thing because all odds were against us from the beginning! Joseph and I are PCS’ing in March 2010 and he got a list of basis that were the possibilities of where we would be going for his next assignment. The list consisted of California, Texas, Oklahoma or Virginia. Out of those, Virginia was the only one on our original “Dream Sheet” of bases we’d like to be stationed at. The odds were against us that we’d get Virginia and because even slimmer when we heard that we had a 94% chance of getting Oklahoma. I was quite frankly scared out of my mind. If Joseph got stationed there, he would be deploying on a 6 month rotation and be gone all of the time. From what I’ve heard Oklahoma is not only Tornado Ally, it’s also flat as can be and Joseph and I want to start a family when we get back to the states. If he was to be gone every 6 months one way or another he would either miss some part of my pregnancy or miss the baby being born. This is one of the most dreaded parts, I think, of being a military spouse only second to having your spouse deploy at all and everything that can come with that! With a 94% chance of going to OK I did the only thing I knew to do because even if I knew enough people in high enough ranking places, which I don’t, they really can’t do anything if it’s not in God’s Will. So I prayed. It was probably one of the most honest and terrifying prayers I’ve ever prayed. “Lord if it’s Your Will, then let us go to Oklahoma. But if it’s not, please may your will be done!” I also had to be completely honest and praying “Lord may Your Will be done…” which was usually followed with “… but please don’t let it be Oklahoma!” I prayed about how I felt about the whole situation, as if God didn’t know how I felt already, and left it to Him. Normally I’d be going crazy wanting to know what was going on with the decision about our move but after praying as I had, I had a peace that I couldn’t explain. I wasn’t worried about any of it any more. Even if we did move to Oklahoma I knew God would be there with us and if it was His Will.. then who am I to say no?!
So Monday came and I thought it was going to be any regular day. Until I talked to Joseph that morning and got the news. Through all of the odds and all of the prayers God answered my prayers and the prayers of all those who were praying for us! (Thank you to EVERYONE who prayed for us!!!) We’re moving to Virginia!!! Even better, God saw fit to not only answer those prayers but He also, somehow, put Joseph in a different unit that was listed for him! He won’t be working for his old boss, that moved there last year, like was said and he will still be deploying, but on a more normal/regular basis! God has answered my prayers in more ways than I ever thought He would!
So now the final stretch of this deployment is underway and while I’ll miss everyone here, I can’t wait to be back home with my husband! Despite what some may say, Germany’s a beautiful country and I’ve made a lot of wonderful friends there! There’s something special about your first home with your husband or wife too I think. I love our little apartment and I can’t wait to go back to it!! Then Joseph will come home and I’ll be there to welcome him and the next phase of our life will start. Moving! But while I’m still here, God blessed us still this past week and got the internet working in Joseph’s room so now I’m getting to see him on Skype again!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!
I know that God has brought us through this first deployment and even though sometimes it felt unbearable it’s almost over now. God will continue to be with us as long as we stay connected and stay in His Will!
I can’t wait to see what God has in store for this week and the rest of the month I’m here in South Carolina! I know it’s going to be busy but it’s going to be a blast!
Praise the Lord for He is Great!